I hate it when I get attached to someone because when were apart, it just sucks
Everytime I chance upon your picture, it just hits me a little inside, especially when it’s a picture that I took.
A simple hello and the walls that I took 1 month to build came crumbling down. Why am I so weak? It’s unfair how much you got a hold on me.
It sucks because I still think you’re the best thing that’s happened to me, and I still wish everyday that things would change or maybe you were feeling the same way, that a miracle would happen, but it won’t. We’re just going to live our lives in very different worlds, where our paths would never cross. I just feel so stupid for feeling this way, but you were the first one who made me believe, the one who opened my heart.
How am I supposed to answer when I don’t know what to say but have so much to say to you… It’s been one month… And everything just came rushing back with that text. I’m so scared to feel after my heart broke
Am I ok? No i’m not… I’m broken, I’m damaged… but aren’t we all? I’m just slowly, little by little, getting fixed. But do we really get fixed? We fix it by putting walls up, walls that never existed before. Some days, I’m totally fine, but others, I’m just cold and closed off from the world around me. So I finally understand what people go through, and that’s how they become who they are and why they do such things.
